Mencari kekuatan..

"Ya Allah, berikanlah kebahagiaan kpd kami ketika kesedihan mengisi hari kami, kemanapun kami melangkah Engkau menyertai kami, dlm kehilangan, kesakitan, kesepian, & terluka kami. Kuatkanlah kami dlm menjalani hidup ini untuk menebarkan cinta & kasih sayang bagi sesama manusia."

tengah hari rabu..

8/12/2011 Rabu 1.45pm

hemmm...ok...ntah kenapa tiba2 dtg mood aku nk menulis hr ni..tgh2 hari lak tuh..eh salah bukan menulis tp menaiplah....

hoho...

tp tarikh n date di atas nk menunjukkan masa sebenar ak menaip nih...hehe...

tgh2 solat...kepala aku ligat berfikir n berkata2..

ya Allah...xkhusyuk ak solat td...

tiba2 aku rasa bersemangat...feels like something....

hemmm...nk mengajar pn rasa bersemangat jugak..

adakah kerana kopi y aku minum pg tadi...(okeh...rasa nk lempang diri sndiri...pfft..)

kalo betol lah sbb kopi ni...pehhh...mmg tiap2 hari ak minum kopi ni and rasa sentiasa bersemangat camnih...

ingt senang ke...huh.

bukan senang nk rasa full of spirit like this...atau adakah sebab pms..hohoho

ak rasa ak da merapu tah pape je kat cni...

emm..xpelah..bukan selalu pn aku mengada ngan blog aku y tersayang ni..hehe..

hr ni ada kelas kul 2 ptg...tp ak ngah menaip dlm kelas smbil tgu student..

2 weeks left for me to finalized everything...outcome..assignment...questions paper and answer..

ak nk habiskan leave for this yr...so after krismas leh la ak cuti puas2...

isshhh...pemalas betul kann... -_-"

oh ya...lupa ada bnda nk story kt cni...mgu lepas...aidil dtg kuching..huhu

sempat la jmpa kejap...rindu sgt ngn aidil sbnrnya..

lepas jmp aidil...aku rasa kuat sgt..eh2...bukanla nk berlagak..tp aidil bg aku kekuatan utk jadi positif..

huhu..

setiap org ada perjalanann hdup msg2...aidil pn sama..ak pn sama...

terpulang pada kita bagaimana kita nk buat 'acuan' hidup kita...

masa lepas aku byk mengajar aku...

kalau bleh xnak buat mistakes y sama...

terutamanya soal hati n perasaan..

sbb sakitnya xterperii...Tuhan je tau..

aku bukan jenis cepat percaya dgn org...tp once aku percaya...ak akn yakin dgn org tu..

kwn2 aku slalu marah ak cakap ak lurus bendul..betul je cam pembaris...

emm...xpe..bab2 hati nnt kita cite dlm entry or episod laen...hohoho..

gile jiwang bawang lah aku nihhh...

cau cincau....till next time..

xoxo ;)

wahhh....

huhuhu....lame gile dah xupdate blog ni kott....

aduhaiii....dulu bukan maen beria kan nk menulis (kononnnnn laahhhhhh sgt kann... :P)

tp xpe...

hemm...

as time goes by...here...in kuching...a lot of things happened actually...

byk perkara y menguji kesabaran dan ketabahan kita kan...

tp kita kena yakin..Allah xkan uji kita dgn sesuatu y kita xmampu terima (its something for me to ponder also...)

kdg2 bila rasa lemah...xtau nk mengadu or do anything...

only air mata jelah y menjadi kekuatan...hemm...

tambah2 aku y memang ratu air mata ni kannn...

aduhai...yana oh yanaa.....

rindu nya ngan family....friends and everything i used to do b4...

the past is so far away...walaupn rasa mcm semalam...

rindu nk hang out ngan member2...nak rempit2...nak menggilaaa....nak karok jambann....10 lagu free 1 lagu....hahahaha....

everything's changes in time....

sedar xsedar....bnda ni semua y mematangkan kita....

ak pn xtau ape y ak merapu kt blog ni...

gian gilaa dah kott....

jgn aku y gila sudaaaa...

oklah..till nxt time...

yuhuuuu!!!

wahhhh.....lamanya tinggal blog tersayang ni..

lama xupdate cite kan..

hmmm....

my dear blog...i'm now in Kuching...a place i've never think of to stay or worked before..

serius...xpernah terpikir pn...tp tulah org cakap..

rezeki manusia xsiapa yg tau...

my life here okla...niat nak mencari suasana baru...getting on the new environment...

however...it is not easy as it seems to be..

hidup..mesti ada dugaannya...

catch up later k...

miss u so much blog!

what if

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I don't know what to think
Is this real or just a dream
In my heart is where you'll be
I'll keep waiting till we meet

What if were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I write our names down in the sand

Picturing all our plans
I close my eyes and I can see
You, and you ask, "Will you marry me?"

Is it made up in my mind?
Am I crazy just wasting time?
I think this could be love
I'm serious

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
Boy, you know you really make my heart stop
Stop, stop
Oh, what if this real love
What if this real love
Oh, boy, you make my heart stop
You make my heart stop

owh..

one more thing about this new yr..

hmm...my age..

takot nyee..

dah dewasa ehhh...huhu

dah masuk alam lewat dua puluh-an...bukan awal dua puluh-an lagi (saje je nak eja numbers tu..xnak bg nampak sgt..tah pape :D)

grow uppp yanaaaaa!!!

wakeee upppp jugaakkkkkk!!!

2011! - nape cepat sgt bertukar..

sekolah

salam all... :)

hari ni tugas ak kt umah...anta n amek adik skolahh..

pagi2 kene meredah jem (bukan stoberi atau nenas hokeh!) xhingat..

pesal ramai sgt org anta ank skolah ni.. :P

tgk dak2 g skolah..

tetibe rindu lak zaman2 skolah dlu..

hmm..

banyak kenangan...

ingt nk upload gamba..tp kene cari dlu..

nanti lah kot..

anyway..

kpd budak2 yg skolah..selamat belajar..

your future is in your hand..

ingat..Allah bersama anda..

All the best and goodluck!