Monday, January 30, 2012

untuk apa...


"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu sedangkan ia baik untukmu dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu sedangkan ia buruk untukmu. Allah maha Mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui."
[2:216]

Meredhakan, sangat membantu untuk membuatkan
hari-hari kita sentiasa cerah :)

“Allah menghapuskan apa jua yang dikehendakiNya dan Ia juga menetapkan apa jua yang dikehendakinya. Dan (ingatlah) pada sisiNya ada 'Ibu segala suratan'.” 
[13:39]

“Karena sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan."
[94:5-6]



Allah sayang kita...jgn risau...Dia akan berikan yg terbaik dalam hidup kita sbb Dia sayang kita.. :)


sumber inspirasi dari blog farahlee....terima kasih sahabat

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Life


hye...

just got back from one of my office colleague's open house..
so balik dgn perut kenyang ke ofis..

emm...this colleague of mine is a women and she's about 40s lah lebih kurang...
so kitorang pegi umah dia and borak2..dgr dia bercerita about her life..her son and more..
and her story quite give me some impression like 'how did she go on with her life with all the things she had faced b4'..
for me its not easy...

being a single mother of two son...sacrificing everything to grow up her sons and move on with her life...
she was left by her husband for 8 years...without any messages or notes...
how tough for a person to live like her life...

wondering..
10 yrs ahead or 15 yrs ahead..
where would i be...if i fall sick..who would be there taking care of me..treatening me like a child again..give me strength...
wondering...for all this while....does people really appreciate for who u r..love u as who u r..
this makes me feel like quite scared to face everything in future..
would the person u love would always be there for u..?

feels like calling my parents and sisters...miss them..
can i b like my parents when i grow old one day..

one of my lecturer used to say...
learn the life surrounds you...go travel around the world..overseas..anywhere you can go..
u would learn that living a life for every person is just the same roughly..
getting up in the morning...go to work...got back from work...eat...sleep..
repeat the same thing again the next day...
what's the difference?..did u really appreciate the life that u have for this 26yrs..
is that time u sacrifice really worth for u..?
take a lil time of yours to think..

they say: love the person who loves u...

i love u mama & abah..

Doa

Ya ALLAH, Seandainya telah KAU tetapkan dia untukku, satukanlah kami..
Permudahkan lah perhubungan kami,
Sesungguhnya KAU Maha Mengetahui dan Berkuasa tiap sesuatu..

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Speechless Mood

i feel weak...

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Lonely Me






Friday, January 20, 2012

Arts

arts = seni...
paham x..?
do u like arts?...
me...i am into arts...aku suka seni...bnda berseni..
hemm...mungkin sbb tu aku romantik kot...erkkk..ok, terbahak2 sndiri..pffttt..
sentimental...sensitif...errr..normal la tu...ak kan pompuan
minah jiwang....(eheh....biaseeee... ^_^ )
aku suka bnda2 berseni...musics, paintings, peoples's culture (salah satu seni jugak ok..)
mak ak pandai menari makyong ok.....hemm..it's in the blood..cuma aku macam robot sket..jiwa je berseni..eheh

arts is something too subjective to b elaborated...
arts is unique and has it's own meaning...
dulu....banyak koleksi gambar2 arts y aku kumpul...either it's a painting or photography and design arts....
certain things cannot be undefined but then can b interpreted through their arts...
emm...nk amek course arts ke pulakk...dah tua hoi..(lempang diri sndiri...bg berpijak atas tanah balik)

bend_in_the_road_by_jayalders

the_undefined_girl_by_babybritsnoo


Cucur

pagi2 dah dihidangkan cucur cempedak oleh ofis mate y baek hati..ling ling..
sape xske dpt cucur free...heheh..
chinese new yr taun ni cuti direct 4 hari..
tp xde plan pape2..
hemm...smue org balik kg masing2..
so xde org lah kt umah ak nt...
busan..busann.....ergghhhh!!!...
naseb ko lah blog jadi mangsa kebusanan aku...


Monday, January 16, 2012

Adik....

Assalamualaikum....

korang ade adik x..?
cam ak..ade adik...so aku kakak lah kan...eheh..
xdela...nk cite pasal adik aku...
aku bangga ngan adik2 aku....
and aku konfem...mak bapak aku pn bangga ngan adik2 aku...
dalam2 ramai2 adek badek..ak rasa aku paling 'senget' kot..huhuu...


ak nk cite pasal adek ak y tersayang ni la kan...adik bongsu aku...hehe
hemm..taun ni dia SPM...
adik ak y bongsu ni dia special sket...sbb dia paling kuat antara kami berempat..
kuat bkan cam 'the hulk' okeh...
maksud aku kuat hati....semangat kuat...jiwa kental...
walaupn dia kt rumah sorang2 xde teman kan...but then she still do her best in her life...
her quotes and status through her fb (nmpak sgt ak slalu skodeng adek ak kan...hee)...always touched my heart...huhu...
hope ape y dia tulis dekat fb dia tu..betul2 dia amalkan kt umah..hihi....
anyway...me here always pray the best for my brother and sisters in whatever they do...insyaAllah...
always pray for their happiness and successes in their life...

to my lovely adik....if u read this..
even though i'm not always in touch with u...it doesn't mean that i've ignored u...u are always in my heart and mind and along always pray for your happiness...coz u deserve it...
jgn nanges2 ok...i know its not easy going through everything alone there...but trust me...Allah is always there with u...Good luck for your SPM dear...make mama n abah proud of u dear..appreciate the time u have with mama n abah there...because one day, when u grow up...u're gonna miss them much...
n i love u..


Friday, January 13, 2012

Sos Cili

Assalamualaikum....

sos cili....sedap di makan dgn ape saje kann...
makan je pape ngan sos cili....konfem bertambah2 makan..
hemm....sos cili...
da xde topik lain kot ak nk bebel...
sos cili pn sos cili lah....

aku rindu ngan seseorang lah....nak tau x sape..
jeng..jeng...jeng...



Hero pujaan malaya lah beb!!!...
Ak rindu nk layan cite Tentang Dhia...walaupun cite tu dah abes kan...
rindu nk tgk adi putra yg sangat cool itewww....
haha...gila lah aku ni..

okla....at least ada sumber inspirasi kan.. ;)

oklah babai.
xoxo ^_^


Monday, January 9, 2012

Azam...

hemmm.....azam taun baru ehh...
msti smua org ada azam masing2 kan...
n msti azam tu berarah kpd perkara y positif kan...
haa...aku pn sama la jugak weh.....
azam aku taun ni aku nak Happy...
faham tak maksud happy tu apa..
happy tu gembira....senyum sampai ke telinga...
ak nak hepi dlm hidup aku...dalam semua perkara y aku buat...
tapi nak hepi n bahagia ni bukan senang jugak..hati kene kuat...
alhamdulillah...pagi ni aku rasa hepi....n aku harap esok2 y mendatang pn ak still hepi camni...
aku rindu kawan2 aku..tp tulah..life kene go on..masing2 ada life sndiri...haluan sndiri...
boleh doakan y terbaik je utk diorang..
mcm aku jgk la kan...life aku skang...kt swak...
xterpikir pn ak akan ada kt cni...keje kat cni...life kt cni..
jauh nya ak merantau...
awal2 dtg cni dlu..cam xkonfiden je...tp insyaAllah..aku akan buat y terbaik....
Tuhan tu adil....Dia msti ada agenda Dia tersendiri sbb tu Dia hantar aku sampai sni kan...hehehe
Tuhan sayangkan kita....sbb tu Dia bg byk dugaan..
entri ni utk muhasabah diri aku jugak sbnrnya....huhu...
sedar lah yana oi....umo dah 26 taun oi...ayarkkkk...!!!
aku ada impian n cita2....marilah kita sama2 doakan agar cita2 kita tercapai ye kawan2...
percaya dengan diri sndiri bahawa kita ada kelebihan yg Tuhan bagi dalam diri kita..
gunakanlah sebaik2 nya....
may tomorrow will always b better than today...amin

2012

Hye....nak ucap Happy New Year 2012....
huhu...lambat sikit je kan.....still in January...kira ok la..
apa azam taun baru ehh....?
nt aku update k...
skang bz..xsempat.....hehe


haha....rajin la plak mengedit gambar
ko adee??? xde kan....

peace!!!